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Oct 14, 2004
Today I saw benjamin Stulpin
Today.......................
1st period gym was easy and fun actually, i hung out with austin bethany and alea!! theyre cool. we played tennis. we saw all the mcalister kdis get off the bus and i saw benjamin stulpin... it was great.. hah, gym was eeeeeeesssssssyyy
2nd period L/A: ihate this class soooooo much the teacher only yells at me i dont do anythnig either, its really gay. but we read "where the red fern grows" and some kid tripped and and axe landed in his stomach, he killed himself. i started craking up. hahahaha so great
3rd period CHROUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is awesome! mr rocks and bethany and drea are in my classssssssssssssssssssss and we sangded
sry im tired ill write the rest later
but good news
ME AND ALEX ARE FRIENDS AGAIN!
Posted at 09:24 pm by WhyDoIhaveThis
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Oct 11, 2004
Hey well i havent been doing soopp well on saturday had a hockey game the brian and tom came over we skated and thats it lol.
same on sunday i ahd hockye then brian and tom came over we skated then they slept ova we went to bed at 130 and yewah \we woke up skated
now hey juss left and ive got badd news..
alex and kayla arent my friends antmore so i guess yeah. hopefully welcome become friends again its official, they said they cant take the bullshit anymore cause i keep switching, but i guess they were never my real friends if they can jsut leave me like that and not understand that my feelings are different then everyone else..... but its mostly my fault any ways.. ill miss em for a while.. but u know how life is ill gert over it.. (hopefully) well thanks soo mch allee and bethany for understanding.... I LOVE YOU GUYS well later im gonna call ppl and do something about it. fun huh? well im out like a fat kid in dodgeball...
Note:they dont hate me... but were not friends.. sry about that alex :)
Posted at 12:08 pm by WhyDoIhaveThis
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Oct 9, 2004
Well Yesterday was the wake. I got there realllly early, and taked to kaylas mom for a lil while, and then kyle travis alex and kayla showed up, we were all sitting down then they went up to the ccasket they came back, crying, thank god kyle and travis were there for them, (i wouldve done something but we were kin of ina fight" then we went into this room, with couches and a coloring book. kayla wrote F*ck you in a coloring book lmao.. then i broke the little kiddies chair... oopsies soo then everyone called their parents and we lefted around 730, i wish i had done more to make the girld happy :-\ but i told them i was sorry about the fight and i gave them both hugs then i saw this cute little puppy dog in kaylas car and i went to go pet it and my foot almost got ran over.. hehehehe well today i gotta go to kaylas house, and drop something off, and alex's house too.. well im out leave me soemthing good on the tagboard..
"lips that touch liquor touch other lips quicker"----- my new quote
Posted at 08:44 am by WhyDoIhaveThis
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Oct 6, 2004
Okay well this week has officially sucked major ass.
Well Monday nothing special normal day....
Tuesday is when then shit started. Well Matt and kayla started going out which is gooood, but, I have a couple things to say
JOHN R.I.P 10*5*04
you are missed by everyone, and loved by us all.
then....
Kayla- Hun I cant imagine the pain your gonig thorugh right now... Listen I love you to pieces and your my bestest friend ever and sooner or later everything will clear up. your really dont deserve this babe... im here for you 24/7 365 and you can call me anytime even at 3 in the morning on my cell 833-7833... really your the best and god must have poison ivy on his eyes because hes casting spells on the wrong people...
Alex: Omg, seriously this guy was ur best friend ever, and now hes not there for you, i feel soooooooooooooo terrible, and you dont deserve any of this either.. really you rock and I LOVE YOU.... to death.... and you are soo awesome... and im also here for you 24/7 365 same digits...
Guys u mean everything to me..... and i love you guys... ull pull thru
AND MRS.KAPLAN!!! feel better!!! youll be okay i know the pain/greif ur going thru
... im out like a fat kid in dodgeball
Tag Me up
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Posted at 10:21 pm by WhyDoIhaveThis
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Sep 20, 2004
Short entry, I LOVE ALEX!!! WERE GETTIN MARRIED WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
lol go me i got an alex hug today, but she was sad so it was no fun imma go im really sick...
Posted at 06:14 pm by WhyDoIhaveThis
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Sep 19, 2004
Okay well Heres my week end...
Friday: I got out of school and walked up with alex and allee, i gave alex lots of hugs, boy i love her hugs. we walked to db mart and i got a hugge soda, then we walked back to scoop du jour and alex got cotton candy ice cream, we saw tom blake and kevin skating, then we went to the village at the place and we talked and tom and friends showed up. they started skating while we were talking, then we stayed ther til alex and allee left i gave alex a biggg hug :-D. Then I skated with tom for a lil.. and then i went home till bout 7 then tom and jeff came over and they slept over. we skate till alex and allee came we then hung out with them, and i gave alex alot of hugs!!!! again!!! then we got disgusting cheese sticks, then alex nd allee had to go home, so we ated and skated then we went in talked to alex online for a bit, then we went to play brute force on xbox we played all night, and we beat the game. jeff felll asleep wih the controller in his hands... lol.. then he woke up and we playe dfor a bit more, and at 430 my mom told us to go to sleep, of course we didnt. we stayed up til like 7.. w/e.
Saturday: Tom and jeffery left at 3, and i met alex nd allee for liek 20 minutes i gave alex another hug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then all day iwas bored, then kyle cam over late, we lit a candle in the iddle of a road just the candle sitting there it was tall, we made cherries black and called them gothic cherries, then he left round 11
Sunday: Talked to alex alllllllll day!! woot woot! and kyle came ova again and we played james bond 007 for N64 a classic.. Dude, now that i know ur password i can write whateva the f**k i want in here, and u can't do nethin buot it lol. Dude, ok, i have a plan, we gonna light a candle again, only this time get more shit grass, so then we could have a bondfire, invite a hobo, bring some sticks, some gothic cherrys, and...funions...ya! Everybody wang chung tonight, i dunno what wang chung means, but if i did, and i did it, i would wanna practice in private first. Ya wow i'm writin in ryans journal. hah. i have nothin betta to do, so i'm randomly sayin all this shizat, i think i'm sposda be studyin bout ku-baba right now, but w/e. Wait not w/e, i g2g, study, ku-baba, kaput, indeed kaput u crazy.... say ayayayayay
is the highlights of the day... woot woot
im out peace
Posted at 08:19 pm by WhyDoIhaveThis
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Sep 16, 2004
Why do i have this... im not gay, i just need to express myself or something...... yeah... w/e ne ways today
Bleachers: i sat with alex, kengie, and allee, and we talked and stff so it was cool
Gym: gym sucked as usual except for the fact befany's in my class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
LA: umm it sucks we read and stufff but tori's in my class and we played a game, i was with kristi, tori and maddy, cool kiddoes.
Science: we corrected home work and studied for our test. what fun i hate mrs theriault, but again befany's in my class and i have fun!!!
Lunch: was cool, we ate... Duh... and when we were leaving we saw kayla and i gave her a hug and then we saaw alex and i gave her a hug and then i gave bethany a hug! im a hugomatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
yeah the res of my day sucked.....
Posted at 07:33 pm by WhyDoIhaveThis
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